I know

I miss you so much. I know we'll have more time together once the semester is over for you and you can finally relax but for now, I miss you. You know I care about you and I know you care about me. Sometimes I worry that you feel inadequate just because we care in different ways. But the way you care for me is good for me and I hope the way I care for you is good for you too. I have so many things I want to tell you and talk about with you because you understand me more than anyone else. You always know what to say and how to help even when I think there's nothing that can be done. I hope you know that. I hope you know that I look to you for help and support because I know you care about me. I hope you know that I want you to feel the same with me. We do affirm that for each other when things get challenging. And like you say, we find a way. And of course, I trust you. You're my closest friend, my most dear confidant, the one I care for most. I want to tell you something. You could guess by now, I'm sure. The way I care too much about things like this always make it obvious to you what's on my mind. I hope we get some time together soon so I can tell you. I hope you feel the same way too. I hope that we can feel this way about each other for a long, long time. I know we care in different ways. I know that we both have trouble expressing our emotions, and we struggle with that in different ways too. I have all these things I want to say to you and its all so clear in my head but putting it out into the world is different and I have a hard time with that. For you, you have a hard time holding on to things because you're afraid of what could happen. But we've been here before and we've both grown so so much. We have more communication and such a healthy dynamic that as much anxiety as I have, I still desperately want to tell you. I know I want to tell you. I know that I want you to know.