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i've been wanting to just disappear for while. i feel so mentally exhausted and i dont really want and to be honest i dont think i cant tell my friends anything anymore. i just want to channel my frustration in a better way. even if i need to leave and going incognito for maybe a year or more i think i need it since a long time ago. and because i think about other people more than myself, i ended up not doing it. i am so tired i guess i really need this to free myself.
having feelings really bothers me and i dont really have anything to do anymore as a way to escape. i lose all my interest from before and i think i really need to get my life together as the only thing i could think of as escapism.
maybe i want something before but the more i think about it the more i know its not gonna happen anyway if i am like this. and i guess i am not really going to change that much in a short period of time so... instead of being a burden and a bother to the people i know. i am just gonna disappear.
If you read this thank you so much. if you can give me word of encouragement that would help as well. thanks.
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No-no-no, You CAN not just, give up, 😰 push yourself and u gotta fix mental health, you know, get it back on track, man! I wish I can just jump in the screen and give you a loud HUGE cheer, YOU CAN DO IT, YES YOU CAN I BELIEVE YOU WILL!!! SERIOUSLY -SCREECHES- 😆😆😆
ReplyFirst of all, even having the courage to talk about this is something you should be proud of. In your text you mention being a burden and a bother to people. Now I don't know you personally, but I'm absolutely sure that nobody thinks that you're a bother IRL. I know having all these feelings is hard, but you must keep your courage, just like you wrote this text, and use it to remove your negative thoughts and push yourself towards happiness. I'm not a professional counselor obviously, so I can't really help you with specifics. But I just want you to know that I, a person who is probably not even in the same continent as you, saw your text and felt inspired because of your bravery. Keep on keeping on, I know you can do it!
ReplyEverything has its pros and cons. Make a list and see if you can find a way to make the "cons" less negative, meaning so they don't have a big negative impact on you or your loved ones. Best of luck.
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