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***WARNING: Might be very relatable to some readers and could possibly trigger tears***
When I am by myself, I'm looking at photos & videos that I took. They were so long.
with me and my broken heart sitting here, I see all the memories of myself...
Living without you for so long and it feels empty. It feels lonely. It feels so wrong...
I wish you were here with me. Call me weird. Call me annoying. Call me crazy...
But I miss your smile, your laugh, your voice. Everything we used to be...
I can't deal with the reality. Losing you. There's nothing left I can't do.
My heart just misses you...π
I am just a mistake here. I tried to do everything I can and yet, I'm just a lost cause.
We said goodbye because people didn't like us together. My name is crossed off...
It feels so lonely at home. We used to video chat everyday. It feels like 2 years...
Most of my cousins ask about you. They brought up your name during New years.π
Life can be so lonely with you laughing with me. I'm stuck up in these thoughts...
I used to be so happy. You made me happy. I'm surrounded by these rocks...
If I still had your love.. You're affection, your warmth. Would I still be lonely?...
I cried all alone. Nobody really cared. I was by myself... nobody had to show me.π
If I'm being honest, I miss having you here with me. If I'm being honest, I'm not okay.
I doubled the thoughts inside my head, tripled the attempts. it won't go away...
I don't want to cry, I don't want to scream... I don't want to beg for help...
I'm getting tired. I can't keep doing it anymore. I can't keep pretending I'm well...
I thought after we said goodbye, went our separate ways, my life was going steady.
It hurt these past couple weeks. I ended up falling on my knees. My mind got to me.
If I was in your arms again, I would say, "I don't know why I'm still here honestly."π
I don't know how to live normally...π
I'm alone...
- I_Am_Hurting...
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same here but last night i was thinking to buy a plate with a marker from a store and writing my ex bf name in the middle and writing everything good and bad he did to me then smashing the plate to help myself o god now that i said it. it sounds crazy doesn't it lol
ReplyAbsolutely not!! I think it's the best way to try and relieve all the stress on you and all the memories you want and don't want to keep. I would do that if my mom allowed me. But I am glad that you feel the same. I hope everything works out for you. Stay safe. :) And don't worry, I would literally write on anything just to break it and heal a bit.
ReplyDeath with itβs icy grip.
What was once known as warmth has now turned to frost.
The hand you once held so close converts to stone.
The lips once lush are burned to ash.
The eyes that glistens are now glassed over.
The hair once golden has shed to dust.
The laughter once shared has converged to scoffs.
The smiles once dealt have shifted crooked.
The hearts once burning have turned to mush.
The tears once long full are now dissolved.
The words once sweet are now sinister.
The home once warm has turned to dungeon.
The love once split is now forbidden.
Everything deteriorates, everything is lost, nothing last forever, it all dies sometime.
Embrace the cold, embrace the dark, it is all we will ever get again.
Embrace.
Death with itβs icy grip.
ReplyI'm so sorry.... It happened to me multiple times. Just know that you will get through it.
Replyreally it happens dear. it will be healed
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