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My Feelings
8 years ago · 1
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Hello
i am a 21 year old male from the uk, i think i have somesort of mental illness,
this is the only way i think i can talk to peope
i cant pluck up the courage to talk to my familey or freinds about what is happening in my head its allmost like
i want to be messed up so i have an excuse to feel this way
i started off like any "normal" child, going out having freinds actaully having convosations to people
but in the last 5 or so years i have been doing this less and less,
i now reside to living in my room and talking to people on the internet more than i talk to my familey
i find allmost every socal situation iritating and i want to get away from it,
i'm happyest when im doing my hobbie which is dj-ing and music
this kind of controdics my previuse statement of not liking socal situations
but while i'm doing my music it makes me feel good about my self
i have been suffering with depression since 11/01/15 when i lost my daughter to a problem within the preganacy
i finaly hit rock bottom when the mother of my daughter left me as i will quote what she said "i'm not supporting her though her difficult time"
a week later she ended up with another guy
i would just love to be able to talk to people about what is going on in my head
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