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I see the magazines, the perfect girls, and their perfect bodies. I close my eyes at night and wish to be that perfect. I promised myself two things, to never starve, and to never purge. But I guess I’ve never been good at keeping those. I thought it would be easy, just stop eating, and if you can’t, purge, run, and sweat. Each day I promise myself a little bit longer. One day one pound. Every relapse hurts, makes me wanna scream, and cut myself. Knowing I deserve the pain, but not the help. So I promise myself everyday, just a little bit longer.
-S
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I'm trying to get better, but as soon as I start eating I immediately think about the calories and how much weight I'm about to gain. I have such a strong urge to throw it up or run or workout for the next hour. I still hate being full and love the hunger. It's driving me nuts, but in some sick way I don't want to get better. I liked knowing I was losing weight so fast- Ik it's bad, but I'm trying
- Sachi
Replythe fact that you're trying is a really good sign :)
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