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That's what you told me when I opened up to you for the first time. I showed you a side of me that I have not shown anyone, even though I was afraid it would make you leave me. I cried my heart out to you and you stayed to listen and tell me that you love me. It's been more than a year, yet I still remember how you said it... exactly four times. The tone of your voice that soothed the pain I was feeling, making me feel that I won't be lonely anymore. I loved it at the moment and I hear it whenever I want to hurt myself again. It would relieve from the pain and my tears are instantly replaced with a smile.
I believed that I won't be lonely anymore, but then I felt you drifting away. I was scared because you were my light, and I'm afraid to be left alone in the dark... and I was. Although, I found out that I can be my own light, I've grown to hate those words, "you are loved," and when I hear your voice that tells me you love me, the pain of your sweet voice radiates from my chest to my fingertips. This makes me wonder... did you mean it or was it just in the heat of the moment? Don't ever say that you love me... because it hurts.
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