Toxic Sibling

Sometimes I really can’t stand my sister. I think she has a personality disorder. I don’t really know. I just know she makes me insane. I really want to go off on her but I know that won’t be helpful. I’d feel even worse than I do. Everything is about her. Me me me. I I I. And she has all the answers and is always right. She’s a right fighter. She’s condescending. She’s arrogant. She’s judgmental but thinks she’s a saint. Once my mom is gone I want to just disappear and never come back here. She hides behind a veneer and thinks no one sees through her. She’s an entitled taker. Oh, she’d do anything for you all right but only for what she gets out of it. I hate feeling this way but it’s reality. I can’t stand being around her but I’d never hurt my mom. I keep to myself as much as possible and don’t talk much. I’ve seen therapists and they weren’t helpful. So I’m expressing myself here. I feel a little better I guess.