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My Unsent Letter (advice if you got any please)
3 days ago · · Need Advice,
Hey, I'm sorry for this message and I really hope I'm not bothering you. I regret not saying more the last time we talked and I also regret not trying to get to know you better when I had the chance. I just want to say that I like you a lot. I was always impressed by how nice you were to everyone and how smart you are. I can't think of what goal I have in sending this but it just feels important to say that you left one of the biggest impressions on me of anyone I met at [place >:)] and I hope you're doing well.
(I've been thinking abt this girl a lot lately and I had a pretty big crush on her for a couple of years and never said anything about it idfk why I didn't. I guess there was never a golden opportunity and I was too shy to just go for it. There's a fair chance she wasn't interested and it wouldn't have gone anywhere but still I'm regretting it harder than I've ever regretted anything before.
As I say in the letter I don't know what purpose it would serve to say it but lately its just been killing me that I felt so strongly and never told her. Maybe it would make her happy to know that someone admires her, but it might creep her out or make her feel guilty for not reciprocating those feelings. We haven't seen each other in over a year and since then spoken a couple of times over text, initiated by me although she was very nice both times. She's truly very nice and I don't want to put her in an uncomfortable position by saying more to her than I need to. Rationally, I know I should try to move on on my own without involving her unnecessarily, but my heart desperately wants me to tell her something. I'm leaning towards not sending it but I'm afraid of it becoming another regret)