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Fuck man why can't a catch a fucking break. It's always something or somebody. Sour ass stick up their ass parents giving me smart ass hateful shitty tones or something. I try to walk away and say "I don't want to fight" and they still get combative and defensive and dad jumps in and it's not even nothing to so with him and says LET IT GO! and I go why'd he have to jump in on it for? Then I ask why are you people so sour for? ...........
NO RESPONSE
Gaslight to the max. Bullshit man. Bullshit. Always fucking bullshit out of these people. Oh and he's constipated that adds to his hateful miserable shitty tone. Yeah. Happy fucking father's dayπ«ππ ππ£π
and my Dr wonders why I'm so depressed and think of self harm but I have to lie about him not living here when he actually does on account of so mom can keep her disability. Fuck me man everyone wants to take from me use and abuse me and then wad me up like a piece of paper and toss me in the trash when it's convenient, but I'm still "expected" to uphold their lies and lie for and about them despite them still living together illegally. I'm so fucking sick of being used talked down to be used as a verbal and emotional pinata and punching bag.
Oh but "IT'S OKπ" . Who cares what we put our own child through.
It's not my fault mom had to lie to get disability and dad alot of years before that just because he legit did not want to work but was able bodied. I'm tired of paying for all my mom n dads mistakes lies abuse and hell they put me through in life. Nobody asked them to come here
I was out on my own. Ok. But "they were homeless" and drug addicts that nobody wanted becAuse they ripped everybody off in the area they used to live. Oh But you know they cried for me, help me help me help me! Then they thought oh sure yee ha we got a good set up now sponging off our child let the good times roll it's party timeπ!.
So while I work and sweat my ass off in a hot factory they're here in air conditioning taking painkillers blasting video concerts. Then they slowly leech away everything I had monetarily manipulating me. My job was killing me I was gonna quit.
Dad had the audacity to say "oh no you can't quit! If (my name) doesn't work were sunk. " So I could no longer keep up their addictions in 2018 the bottom dropped on everything. I was fired because literally the car broke down and had no way to my job plus from anxiety keeping me sick. That's when all hell broke loose in april may june 2018. Since my benefit was no longer there for them to buy their illegal pain meds (Percocets) despite being on them using abusing them til they ran out despite them then getting them legal they also had to turn to the street. I was practically working for nothing turning over my pay checks for themto go buy drugs. Then I got fired the car broke down. Then dad being in withdrawal started a fight with me. I called him one name he runs jumps dives on me pummeling me in the face choking me ETC all while mom watches maybe yells stop idk . I kicked him off with my legs. They intimidated me not to call police but I should have. This happened again. Then he throws me off a 6ft high set of steps injuring my knee. Ok. So I've took all the abuse in life I can handle. Ok. Nobody deserves what was done to me.
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