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We broke up years ago and here I am, still deeply in love with him. He's my first love. I admit that I did everything just to forget him but I just can't. We made a promise to each other right after we broke up. He promised that he'll never enter a relationship until he's 18 and I promised that he's the only one as long as he's still the desire of my heart. Finally, months from now, he'll be turning 18. I think I can't let go of him and our memories together because I'm still hoping that he will come back when he turns 18 although that was not what he meant on his promise. I just give flase hopes to my own self.
But there's this rumor between him and another girl so I asked my friend, that is also a friend of my ex, about this. Unfortunately, my friend asked my ex and he said that they're really just friends. After that, of course he already know that I still have feelings for him. He invites me to play mobile games through messaging my friend that's also a friend of my ex. That was last month 3 weeks straight I think, but it was every other day. There was also a time that he messaged me to invite me but I was asleep that time and after that he never invites me again up until now.
This month, when the girl celebrated her birthday, my ex posted on his story greeting this girl which is rare for him to do so. He usually greets through dms.
But you know, I want him to find someone other that me someday, even it will cause me pain. I just hope he's always happy and not to have regrets in life. I'm okay with this, I know I can get over him when he finds someone who will love him more than I could.
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How lucky this guy is to have someone who loves him so truly. You sound like a great person, and anyone would be lucky to have you!
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