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I guess i'm just tired. My anxiety is constant never letting me sleep and influences my every day decisions. My responsibilities lay hard on my shoulders causing me to grow up with a older mind set then my peers. Its like I'm surviving and not living. instead of hanging out with my friends, i just want a moment of silence idk is that okay. I want to be left alone just once but even when i am given that small chance my anxiety never leaves. The amount of anxiety attacks i have had with the last month seem to be growing. My chest pains becoming worse with every attack that i find harder to break out of. Re-accruing scars flashing through my head in these times of darkness. Damn I'm tired