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Feelings of being alone. Cloudy thoughts fill my brain. It’s so unfair when someone takes you away from feeling whole when you’re happy and finally finding yourself .They creep into your life like a thief in the night....a demon..giving you a facade that they are now your everything and every and anything you can ever want or desire will be provided. Drop everything ! I will be there for you and be your everything then after some months, pushes you away slowly into the shadows of reality and breaks you down day by day . Month by month....the person who is supposed to keep you safe and protect you from everything....breaks you down the most and so unknowingly to world. Whispers of despair...everyday...that you just push away and bury deep down inside your soul. Only showing the world the surface of yourself until you discover something that not only drifts you away from reality but takes away all your pain....something that’s always there for you....like an addiction....a drug....the calm to your storm. The one thing that you know will never leave you..never disappoint you....never forsake you....never disown you...never embarrass you...never belittle you. An addiction. My addiction. The fact that you know ..tomorrow will be okay because I will get too ***** ****......gives you a level of comfort....nobody sees your pain....nobody sees the agony behind the smile. The burden that your carry around daily . Hidden...buried...only comes to the surface at little intervals of weakness. I hate it...if magically all feelings can dissolve into the ashes of hope. New life . New person, rebirth. I cry silently to myself. Not making any noise...hoping no one will notice the puffy eyes, the red nose , the solemn glances of despair. How can someone be in such need of ....healing.
Society will never understand how much pressure social media and comparison puts on a person. They will never understand until the ultimate destination.
At least I know...I can smoke it all away the next day.
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