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Stood
Stuck
In quicksand.
Slowly sinking deeper
Into the captive state.
The smooth glass seething,
Seeking nothing
But my descending heart.
- - I don’t know what’s wrong. Maybe it’s work. I don’t know. I just know that I’m not happy and I feel stuck. I feel like I owe so many people and don’t want to disappoint or hurt so many people that I’m completely trapped where I am.
- I don’t want to make peoples lives harder, and mine is so simple compared to other peoples. I have shelter, warmth, food, friends and family. So I should be happy. And I am- but not always. Which obviously is completely normal but the unhappy seems to be the resting state. But then it’s not even unhappy- it’s just the easiest way to say it. Really- it’s like I’m experiencing claustrophobia within my own life. I’m stuck in one place and can’t move and that is what I think is causing this. I just want to run free and escape from it all, but I can’t and now I’m just going to keep sinking deeper and never be able to come back. I think anyway. I don’t know. All I know is I can feel in my heart almost 24/7 the need to cry or scream or just feel something.
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ReplyThank you, kind words are help enough
ReplyI had a dream about quicksand last night. Maybe great minds think alike.
ReplyMaybe 🤔
Reply"Really- it’s like I’m experiencing claustrophobia within my own life" This is how I'm currently feeling in my life as well. I'm so sorry that you're hurting and I wish you all the best. Keep your head up and stay strong!
ReplyThank you, I hope the same for you!
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