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Everyone should feel lucky what they have. The one who has nothing they know how to live happy. But this happy is the rare thing i think. Sometimes i feel myself very little because i don't have nothing special. I have no siblings of my own but i do have many cousins! There's one cousin whom i feel envy. Yes it's true. I feel envy of her because she got the chances of living different places and having lots of friends with different mentalities. She knows everything and also she is also having experience over everything. I also wanted to know everything, see everything, meet everyone in the world,make friends with everyone. But i have lived in the country for my whole life . I am still 22 and i have nothing to see or experience. I always dreamt that i will go to different countries and i will experience about life.. Maybe God didn't want me for that. Though i always feel lucky what i have still. There must be a lot of kids who doesn't have anything at all. But that hurt always remain in my heart and mind. Sometimes i think that why God kept me alive still,why i didn't have disease that would kill me slowly. Am i worth for living? Yes it's stupid to think about that. Even i can't kill myself because i dont have that right . Beautiful clothes,food,skin can't always give you pleasure. Sometimes experiencing new things can give you lots of things which i cant have that. I dont know what you all thinking but i just expressed what i am feeling. Am i right or wrong ?
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