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Have you ever been betrayed by someone who was supposed to love you?
Or rather
Someone who pretended to love you?
I had become so caught up in our picture perfect fairytale
I failed to see
Just how make-believe
Our story really was
You loved me
The way someone loves a book without all its pages
Rewriting and revising the parts you didn’t like
You removed the plot I was born with
Replacing it with your own
Loving you
Being your friend
Was like walking on a tightrope
Where beneath me stood a bottomless pit of merciless torture
A place you believed people like me belong
So
Walking on a thin thread
I always was
Afraid to embrace an identity that was mine
Afraid you’d let me fall
If who I was
Didn’t align
With who you wanted me to be
Although you have given me scars I cannot erase
I have none but you to thank
For you have taught me
All that love is not meant to be
Your “love the sinner, hate the sin” ideology you wear so proudly
Does not conceal
The true coldness within you
For
You cannot separate me
From what makes me
Me
My oneness is untouchable
Unchangeable
It will no longer be suppressed
Just to please you
So
Please do not forgive me
For I have not sinned
I owe you no apology
From now till all’s end
I’ll no longer allow anyone
To love me
Conditionally
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That’s beautiful and painful, I’m sorry you had to go through that
Reply<3tysm
Reply“Please do not forgive me, for I have not sinned” is such a raw fucking line
ReplyI was pretty proud of that part ngl😩
ReplyWhat?
Everyone living and breathing has sinned. Everyone.
ReplyThis is more specifically about my experience with homophobic Christians as a bisexual woman. Sorry if I offended you in any way.
ReplyI agree with you on the last lines. No persons love should be conditional. I'm not your judge. No you didn't sin against me. That's between you and God.
ReplyI didn’t sin against god either.
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