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My heart is filled with poison from disappointment and its beyond repaired.
3 years ago · 3 · Loveless, +3
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Yet, I am still standing, and my mind is not going crazy. However, I am too numb to fall in love again. Not all my exes were terrible ones. I had let them go for good reasons; some wanted to finish their education in different locations, some had to drop everything to take care of their family, and some just needed time for themselves. However, the toxic ex's had to change my view on women in today's society. Most of my toxic ex's fake their illness to gain control over me, and other methods to psychologically harm me or make me angry to get me in trouble. Maybe 10 to 20 years ago, I might have chance to see women differently. Unfortunately, I was overseas and away from society for too long. Now. It is hard for me. To see if women truly like me for who I am or other malicious intentions to harm me. The more I reject, the more I have gone through abuse in a relationship, the harder I become. One day there will be woman who truly likes me for who I am. But, I might reject her or be brushed off because of my bad experience, or I might label her as toxic ex's. I tried not to bring my negative experience. But lately, I see more and more women become narcissists, crazy b**ches on social media and even on the streets. If this keeps up. I think about being a person who wants to see the world burn to the ground.
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