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It's Halloween 2009 and I just graduated from High School. Went to party with some friends and about half way into the night, my little brother asks if I can pick him up at his friends house. I go to his friends house and he wasn't there. But the person who answered the door, took my breath away. It was the mother of my little brothers friend. In that moment all my fantasies came true. I literally almost fell head over heels. But i knew that me being 18 years old had no way of being with some woman whos married, especially the mother of my little brothers friend.
Two years passed and its now Jan 2011. I enroll in my first term of college. And i have my best friend Julia enroll my classes for me cuz i didn't know how. We ended choosing to be in art class together. We walk into class on the first day of school and i see this drop dead gorgeous chick sitting by herself (we will call her Wheels). I tell Julia, were sitting over here. I sit next to this chick and never felt so crushed with love since Halloween 2009. I was determined to know this lady. Couple months passed by and one day i see Wheels sitting by herself at a water fountain. I decided to go by and spit some game. As we got to know each other our vibe was syncing pretty well. Then it came down to siblings. We talked about what High School our siblings goto and i say my little brother goes here and Wheels say she has a little second cousin that goes to the same high school. She gives me the first name of her cousin and i questioned/answered her with the last name. And she could not believe it. My little brother was friends with her little second cousin.
Turns out that Wheels little second cousin is the son of the mother that i fell head over heels with back in Halloween 2009. Which means Wheels first cousin is the same mother i fell head over heels with in Halloween 2009. Crazy right?
So a marriage and two babies later with Wheels, fast forward to May 2014. We ended up living with my wifes aunti for three years. It was nice. Turns out that from behind closed doors from Halloween 2009 through May 2017, that same mother i had feelings for ended up having a terrible marriage that ended horribly. She resulted from moving into her own apartment which then she could not afford and ended up asking to live with us..........The universe has got to be kidding me right???? So that same mother from Halloween 2009 was now literally a door over from our room.
You seriously cannot picture the amount of lust i had, the amount of struggle i was going through. It was the most intense turn of events. Her and i were feeling each other but couldn't touch each other. There was so much guilt. I ended up playing peeping tom and masturbating looking at this mother i wanted to be with. I would go through her clothes and underwear when no one was home. The poison, shame and guilt was plaguing my being. It was killing me but the coveted love was too great and it controlled my soul.
Then there was a way out. My wifes uncle offered us to live with him cuz he needed the extra money. So we took it and left my wifes aunti house. But i tell you, it was a trial and test that i severely failed. I couldn't dwell in that. I could of said no were not moving and continued in the peeping tom show and secretly masturbate through a window. But i had conviction. It was God telling me, hey there is a way out. You can take it or not. So i chose it.
When i look back, I am so glad that we left my wifes auntis house. Not that im perfect or anything, but i dont think i would be who i am now. I am a man of God. Who loves my wife and kids. People that I would die for. I am committed in this family that God gave me. I am so grateful that God did not strike me or my family dead to humble me. Instead He gave me a way out. A way to discover who He truly is. Thank you God....
And thank you readers;)
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