A Letter To Myself

Hey there little me! I hope you are fine. I know you are passing through hard moments but try to not push yourself too hard. Since I've known you for almost 16 years I think it's time to let go some things otherwise you'll just damage yourself. Most of the time you'll feel like people don't even care bout you or you'll just feel like people don't like to be with you but try to not think bout it. I say that when we live, we are life's prisoner and when we die we become death's prisoner. We are just life's slaves. I don't know how old you are right now but try to keep it chill. You'll pass through a bunch of traumas and worries. You'll be lonely. You'll cry lonely sometimes, but there's nothing to worry bout cause out there, there are people that actually care for you. One day you'll get to know them. You'll get to know people that actually make you happy or even laugh every once in a while. I know that you'll try to hurt yourself. Also, some people who are by your side now will leave. You may also think bout suicide sometimes. I know you hate yourself. You'll struggle to find happiness in this dark world but as soon as you meet new people, you'll find light that guide you and help you go through all of it. There are some things I want to tell you, even tho it's too late for me to do so. Live, eat, laugh, smile, talk, love and be happy while you still feel like it. Please do so, I regret not doing so. I kept blaming myself bout things that happened for years even tho those things weren't actually my fault. I realized that too late, I just hope you don't suffer as much as I did. I promise to write you another letter another day.

Take care,

future you.