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I am alone. This has been a long while that I've been in my room, doing the same things, thinking about the same ideas and what I'd like to do, yet I don't do anything. I don't feel motivated, I can't sleep. This all sounds very cliché, but I'm truly lost. Especially finding out that I'm pregnant, my whole emotions and perspective are a mess. I don't know how to get out of this place, this mental place of nothingness. Usually this doesn't last long, but I believe with how much junk I've repressed.. it's really starting to eat away at me. I have so many questions and no solutions to them. I'll never be at a place where I take my own life or even think of it though, which gives me hope. Life is so challenging with how much I am put through, and I'm still here stuck worrying about what others think of me. I'd like nothing more than to become the person I am meant to be.
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She's lonely. She sits in her room wondering about circumstances and people that can't be changed, and with the ideas she has the capability to change.. she chooses to do nothing. It's not for nothing though, she's tired, and has been through so many unfortunate situations. This has her feeling lost. She's so sad and shes not even aware to it. Her biggest problem in life is with her emotions. She holds in so much that she wants to feel, yet she ends up putting on this mask- of nothing. She's existential about which direction to steer her life towards. She's sensitive above all, and this is not a bad thing. She just wants to find her place in this world, find within herself who she really is. I believe despite what she is going through, that she will find her way gradually. She's done it before.
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Don't care about what others think of you. You will find yourself one day so don't worry.
ReplyConsider this perspective.
You are here (alive) to learn the needed lessons from the relationships you encounter and to offer unconditional love to all that lives. You do not have a life to live as you choose. Instead, LIFE has you. You are what LIFE is doing where you are right now. Every situation you experience is an opportunity to go with this flow and not resist it. Acceptance before deciding if and how to react, learning what you can, forgiveness for those who disappoint (including yourself), and optimism will help you move past troubling situations and events.
When you stop trying to control what happens next, LIFE can more effectively use you to bring more light and love into the world. This you are concerned about needs to learn how to get out of way and let things be as they are and change when necessary.
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