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I wish my parents would just hit me. I can't deal with their emotional games and their guilt-tripping. I feel so bad inside, like there's a void that's trying to swallow me whole. I know they're part of the reason. I'd take anything over this. I wish they'd just punch or slap me instead of playing with my emotions and making me feel like human garbage on purpose. I would rather feel physical pain than whatever this is. I deserve pain. They never hug me or anything, but I'd welcome any touch, even if it's hostile. I don't want to keep living with this hole inside me. I feel so worthless. I'm so stressed because of everything going on in my life and instead of helping me, my parents are only adding on to my anxiety. I want to die. My worries are consuming me and they're all I can think about. I can barely breathe or move. So much needs to be done in such a short amount of time. I'm suffocating. I want it all to stop so bad. I cut my thighs and it helps a little bit for a short while, but I know it can't be a permanent option. I want to be gone from this place, but I'm terrified of being alone.
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ReplyIt's going to be okay. Focus on your goals, on your friends, and your significant other. All will be fine as long as you have a distraction. I don't know if you live with your parents. However, if you are old enough and have financial stability, you can move out whenever you want. It's your life, your choices, and your decisions. Do not let them stop you from achieving what you want to. I understand how manipulative parents can be, using guilt against us. However, you are your own person. Don't consider yourself worthless. Try to find a distraction for yourself. Trust me, it gets better, eventually.
Replylol try having parents that do actually abuse you. I wish my parent would abuse emotionally instead. Please be happy and survive. We can escape the hell together. Please, For me
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