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8 months ago · · Stress,
Sometimes i really think what is my purpose of being here,lol. I am so frustrated nowadays you know ,everything bothers me except for that one person who is not even mine lol , he is in a relationship and i am actually the third person between them. I am sure he is kind off weird, so my presence would barely effect his proper relationship because with me when we talk it is hard to tell that he has a gf. Two months ago he told me that he likes me but he cannot breakup with his gf because of some reason and that reason was that he slept with her lol, so for her dignity he wouldnt breakup with her, he does think i am a fool lol , but also he asked me to wait for him, i did, i am still actually(i do am a fool). He knows that i still like him and now i aint even sure about his feelings i think he has moved on from me. I dont even know what are we doing, its just because he is my "peace" i am not letting him go. I am so scared that i would be so miserable without him. I am just being selfish and not thinking about his gf , i mean its so wrong , if i were on her place and i came to know my boyfriend does all this i would be devastated. HELP ME PLEASE! I REALLY NEED HELP....I know one day we will loose all contact and i am sure that day would be the worst for me....and a month or two after that or tbh idk for how long will i be in that sad,empty phase. I do keep on choosing wrong people , none of them stayed! WOW.....