I still don't know why

Why am I like this? I just can't get you out of my mind. I know that you don't have feelings for me anymore, but, why? You never told me why. I wish things could go back to when we both had feelings for each other and we would talk everyday at school. Now you probably like someone else and think about them all the time. I somehow still have feelings for you. It has been long time since I found out that you don't like me anymore... It has been around a year.

You said that you would still like me for a long time. It was only a few months after you said that, where you actually lost feelings for me. I still don't understand why. It has been driving me sort of crazy.

I tried ignoring my feelings for you. I thought that there wasn't really any reason to still like you, when you didn't reciprocate my feelings anymore. I even thought that I stopped liking you after a while. I was wrong though... I realised that I still have feelings for you and cannot get you off my mind.

I still don't know why I have these feelings. Well, I guess I can just say that you're an amazing person. You are so kind, funny and smart. I also remember last year when we were playing a game together and I somehow guessed the right answer. It was quite surprising and you told me again how you think I am so smart... You complimented me a lot back then. Thanks for making me happy...