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So in an earlier entry I talked about someone I matched with who had bright red hair and green eyes. She was eastern european and despite her outwardly appearance (striking think Mary Jane) she is actually a bit on the introverted side. We talked quite a bit around the spring time and unfortunately fell out of contact. No harsh words or anything untoward was said. I believe at the time she had some things going on as she was radio silent. As for me I had some things going on and was also adjusting to this new night shift timetable. It felt really odd the way it never got going , but she was a quality person. I think deep down that fear of rejection kicked in me and I need to work on it. But it was so odd because she pops up in my head a lot as of late. I was remembering the very encouraging words from her about moving into a new profession and the times we spoke and enjoyed each other's company. There was something about her I admired, her sense of style , that she moved here and made a life for herself and that she gave a person I am connected to a job.
It was even more so because my niece who is 12 is friend's with another girl her age...who is the younger sister of the person she hired. It just made think of her again. So today I am on the other side of the city and figuring out how to get back to my area and as I walk by....I swear to god I saw her....bright red hair, green eyes ...It was so odd...I got intense butterflies and felt a bit of sadness at the same time. I don't know what to do? why do I have these questions , do I contact her? I don't know anymore.
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yes contact her
ReplyI don't know what to say..... I have never had this amount trepidation before.
Replygo for it, its better to make a move and figure out stuff then to just stay wondering what would happen if i didnt do it. Start simple by hsaying hi how are you just wanted to see how ure doing, and u can see if she wants to continue the convo or not. U will feel more relieved.
ReplyI will give it a bit of time and I will. BUT mate I am so nervous!
ReplyI did it...after thinking about it...I just messaged her on route to the gym...It felt good to get that off my chest...regardless of what happens
ReplyYesss im proud of y how did it go?
ReplyWell she is stunned and gone a bit quiet again. I am glad I reached out because I do not like to have what if's and it is the waiting game. From what I have heard though she has this extremely clingy and needy friend who is quite smothering and controlling and that has played a role in this. Ps Thank you so much for replying! I hope you are well
Replyi hope ure well too and kinda cleared the fog that was sorrounding u.
Take care!
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