Thoughts

Wth? Do I have any money? Seriously? After what you all did last month you still have the nerve to ask me "do you have any money"? For real? What just for cigarettes that you WON'T PAY BACK??!?!?! HELL NO. YOU ALL PAWNED MY GAME SYSTEM on August 26th because cigarettes and alcohol was a priority to you all BUT IT WASN'T A PRIORITY TO GO PICK IT UP WHEN YOU ALL GOT PAID SO DI I HAVE ANY MONEY? YES ,BUT NOT FOR YOUR ALLS WASTEFUL WAYS AND CRAPPY TREATMENT. Do you really think I'd be stupid enough to give you what little I have after you all treat me that way? Hell no. Oh mom's got a camera she could've pawned but nooooooooooo that's her precious. It's too important to let go of it's ok let's just fuck over our child anyway we can they don't matter after all.

It's ok when we get paid well just act like it never happened and not repay them and go back using drug hunting as a priority mainly dad but still using me to get what you all want then acting oh it don't matter now once you all get paid IT SURE MATTERED WHEN YOU WANTED ALCOHOL AND CIGARETTES HUH? It's not my fault you all don't know how to keep money is it and are a bunch of screw overs family just wanted to pawn off on me. Far as I'm concerned those family don't exist anymore. You all would expect to be paid back by others or for them to keep their promises. Such as Tim owed dad small mighnute amounts and he'd go all to hell on me taking it out on me because Tim wouldn't repay him. You all owe me hella cash from the last decade but it was always oh you'll get it back.....but then use excuses oh we got too many bills this month it'll have to wait once we get paid, then that never came and you all just brushed it off like it didn't happen. What the actual fuck? You do not do your children like that fml. I wish we could've taken them to court many times but I simply lack proof. Especially with credit cards in my name . I'm a sense they act like we have a code of honor but it was always ok to screw over me any way they wanted but I wasn't supposed to lie or turn them down for anything. But they'd guard their money with their lives. I never should have had any of this b.s. happen to me in life. They royally fucked me over all for the sake of their addictions and what they wanted but call me crazy when called out on it. Yeah? If I'm so crazy why'd you all call begging to be delivered out of homelessness only to bleed me dry financial wise ???who the hell does that and those who knows about it like other family stay quiet about them being thieves????? Fml oh yeah thanks for the warning which might've prevented my financial ruin. And emotional distress very much.

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