Guy friend.

So, there's this guy friend of mine. Well, the only friend of mine. I've never had any friends in my life. Well, at least not one that I can share anything with. I've been friends with this guy for about 3 months or something. He makes me comfortable. I'm an introvert and he's and extrovert. I feel a lot more comfortable with him. He constantly assures me that I can lean on him and I can share anything with him. He has so many friends. Sometime I think that I'm just one in his vast range of friends. That thought hurts me but still it's nice to have such a caring friend.

So, recently he started asking me if he's irritating me and If I liked him as a friend. I told him that I like him. But he constantly asks me that if I like him as a friend. I mean, why did he even get a doubt in the first place if I liked him? Who would not like such a sweet person like him? Why do people who are loved the most doesn't know that they're loved? He always says that he feels like people hate him and I always tell him that that's not the case and he's just imagining it. But he doesn't seem to understand how good it is to be an extrovert. I mean, as an introvert, I feel that extroverts are gods. How do they start a conversation with almost everyone? I'd die of social anxiety. Anyway, he doesn't seem to understand that. Idk what to do with this chingu. Ugh! After 16 revolutions around the sun I got a friend like him and he thinks that everyone doesn't like him, especially me. WHAT THE HELL.