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I am so lonely and I hate it but I also love the silence of not being bothered the seclusion that comforts me from the nagging people that are in my life but there's always that moment when you see another person with a bunch of friends and you see them all enjoying themselves and you just wish you had that well that's how I feel I feel envious of those people but at the same time I hate the thought of being constantly bothered by other people that mean nothing to my bottom line in life and yet I still wish that the option could be offered to me the fact that I have never been offered a loving and warm home life or social life has made me into to a ball full of rage and sadness that only knows how to come out in explosive ways and I'm scared of what I do when that explosion comes I cause so much harm but I the moment it doesn't feel that way it feels like I'm enacting revenge and the world is the one I'm getting back at in my opinion that's not a healthy way of viewing life and yet that's how I see everything through a curtain pair of glasses that only carry anger and hatered.
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You would be best to see a doctor and get a referral to a professional who will teach you how to deal wit this.
ReplyTo be honest, I wanted to get help for a while but then decided but another part of me still really wants help...
-The person who wrote my lonely life
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