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I don’t have any idea where I’m going in these 5 minutes, content wise.
I know I am tired and sick of being sick and tired. When you have a 3 year old and 1 year old that is sick too, it is absolutely exhausting. Every day and every task is difficult. If you want to know what it’s like having children, search Michael McIntyre on parenting on YouTube and watch his hilarious descriptions of it.
And no if your somebody reading this, it’s not covid or like the plague or something, it’s just some weird experience we have had where all 4 of us in the household have been like sick with different variances of cold/flu symptoms for 3 weeks straight, nothing serious but yet just feel like death every day.
It really makes dealing with therapy and life and job seeking and intervieweing and just about everything very difficult. It’s really frustrating because I thought we finally hit a nice stretch for a little while there and I was making progress and then whap, there goes all that out the window.
My wife and I are fighting pretty bad again, I want nothing more than to have a job and get out of the house cuz I hate the house but yet I am really scared of getting a job and how hard everything is when I have a job and I’m forced to be out of the house all the time.
Lol, I’m insane. I know. I’m a walking contradiction.
I always felt like I have missed my true calling as a schizophrenic, my crazy can’t really just be contained in bipolar and OCD can it? 🤣
Well sorry to anyone who wasted their time reading my random musings. I know it was definitely not uplifting or cheery , but hey, remember if your out there and you want to end it all, don’t do that. Suck it up, live to fight another day. God loves you, or Buddha or allah or whoever or whatever you believe in. I believe that no matter what each and every one of us matters, is here for a reason, and no matter what you think there is someone out there who loves you and needs you . Be kind to yourself. Give yourself permission to feel happy about something, even if just for a few minutes.
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Man, that sounds rough. I hope you and your family recover from the household sicknesses! Also yeah, relationships can be troubling at times. Be patient with yourself and don’t force yourself to do things you are not comfortable with. I wish you the best 🫂
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