Soulmate

Hey, people who read this. As u can see from the title I want to write abt soulmates. But first of all, I would like to say that I haven't found my soulmate yet and Idk whether my soulmate is a girl or boy and yes I believe in a soulmate thing. then, idk why but I always get this feeling like I miss someone soooo much but idk who is that person it just feels like I need to meet him and I need to be with him. That's the worst feeling I've ever had besides the mental health thing and I cried abt it a lot like every time I had that feeling I can sense that he miss me too idk if that makes sense but I think it does. I also had this dream where I'm in the field I guess and there's a man standing there looking at me and his eyes look so broken and sad. I still remember that I run toward him to hug him to comfort him but it looks like he keeps getting far away from me. I gave up and cried then I suddenly heard him saying something like don't forget abt me please keep waiting and idk what is that means I don't even know him. and I woke up feeling lost sad angry idk why I'm angry though all of this emotion kicks me in one time and I have my panic attack that morning. I know it sounds cliche for that dream but I did dream it soooo yeahh.. or maybe I just read or watch too many romantic books or movies. so that's all the things that I want to write. and if anyone else also has that feeling please tell me so that I don't feel alone. Thank u for reading this :)