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how do you move on from somebody who still owns your entire heart. someone who you still think about everyday and even cry about them. someone you know you were supposed to be with but your time got cut short for reasons that you both knew. seeing them with someone else absolutely makes your heart drop to your stomach. but, you need to be happy that they can move on, because they deserve someone better than you. you can't move on because no one else compares to them. no one else makes you feel the way they did. no one else can bring those butterflies into your stomach like they did. and then you trying to move on makes you feel guilty, empty, wrong. like your conscience knows that no one else is right but them. so every other person that isn't them feels completely wrong. you know you need to move on, because they are. and it feels like there is no possibility of ever crossing paths again. it tears you apart because they are simply all you want, and need. people may tell you that there are other fish in the sea, but what if that one fish was right for you. you look for them in everything and everything reminds you of them. the stars, songs, car decorations, parties, simply everything. and there's no way to block them out of your brain. you can't let something go if they still have a piece of your heart. because it just hurts too bad to come to terms with the possibility of it never working out again. wishing on every shooting star that they will come back, that you both will come back to each other and everything will feel right again. i lost hope with us once, but i have a new hope. and they do say that hope breeds eternal misery. i hope this isn't going to be eternal misery for me, trying to let go of you.
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