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What do you in want... Letter to my ex girlfriend
3 months ago · · Stress,
First and foremost why do you keep calling me. Just to make me feel jealous about how your life is and how was it going with your present boyfriend and to tell me how you both are doing? I don't understand what you want. You have moved on in life from me and now you have an amazing life. You have moved on from me correct. Then why do you think about them? If you want to talk then why bring the topic of your relationship or you missing me. Even though you want to talk I cannot do that because I am not moved on from you. I miss you, I am miserable, I was stupid enough to believe you. Everything I get it and I have understood my mistake. I take responsibility for that. I am moving on. It is different that I remember you, and when I do, I just think about old memories and cry and put myself to sleep or try to get over it. I am alone and when I see alone I will really alone! Alone like nobody to talk to or share my things with. I am so alone that I can't even tell what I'm feeling and I need to have a therapist to just to have a conversation and by conversation I meab a general conversation. You are busy in life, you have good friends, you have an amazing boyfriend with whom you have an amazing life. Having all of these why do you even want to talk to me? Let me die in my own misery! I don't have even 10% of what you are having but still I am making my peace with it. I am a freak and loner and for a long time I did not have an active social life. But still I try to make my peace with myself and my life. Tell me what do you want from me!?