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You know I've convinced myself that I'm just doing it for stress, and I can quit whenever. But how can I really know for certain unless I did just quit? Am I just saying that I would because I want to feel like I have control? Because I'm aware I'm a control freak, unfortunately. I won't let anyone have the high ground above me, I gain secrets but I never use it against people. But if they ever did try, I have so many things I could use and I hate myself for having that in my head. The idea that I'd have to betray someone just because they said something bad about me.
But back on topic, am I really that willing to quit? Sure nicotine is labeled as an addiction, but I've never found myself to be addicted. Sometimes I'd forget I have anything for months, and just leave it sitting in the drawer without a second thought. But then once I remember I fiend off of it for so long that it almost feels draining. But I have myself absolutely convinced I could quit, but I don't want to? So is it just in my head since I want control. It has to be.
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If you leave them for months you may not be addicted. it could all a psychological thing. To be addicted is smoking everyday not being able to stop without withdrawal. Most people on nicotine are like that. Imo cold turkey is the best method to stop but it varies to each person. It's possible you could like having that control.
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