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Im sick of it. My mom is always so angry and stressed. I can't handle it. She just out of seemingly nowhere explode. She just thinks its completely justified to project on me anytime something happens to her. She tells me I'm never going to graduate and she thinks of me as a burden and then acts like nothing happened. I can't confront her about it when she's mad or shell say worse stuff and I can't confront her when shes in a good mood because it'll ruin it. There really is no changing her I know I've lived with her for 17 years but GOD I HATE how she just ruins my day constantly like this. I'm constantly stressed too because she is. Honestly, I just haven't felt anything but like a burden and a ball of stress in quite some time. I really just wanna feel happy. I can see how this is affecting the way I act too. I literally can not handle it when she yells at me. I'm so used to her blowing up that I can sense when shes about to so when she starts to get even a little upset I will literally not be able to handle it. I'll immediately start to cry or just agree and agree so that shell get out (of course she never does she never leaves until she gets a rise out of me and if I don't react shell say worse stuff until I do). I doesn't matter if I lead a happy life or a miserable one because their way every day shell step in and ruin it. She dumps it all on me and that's why I can't handle conflict because I am so stressed I just can't. How on earth do I live with this woman. How on earth do I gain any sort of self-confidence with her tearing it down. How can I believe I'm not useless when I keep being told I AM. I can't even sympathize with this woman anymore because the way she handles her stress is cruel and selfish. Please tell me how do I handle her.
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She sounds a lot like the mother I had to put up with as a child. I know that the mother I had was always jealous of me because she wanted to be the only female in my dad's life. She treated me like I was her rival. She always competed against me for my dad's affection and attention. Maybe your mother has reason to be jealous of you and because she is unhappy she makes you like that. Or some people are just so unhappy they can't stand to see anyone around them being okay so they ruin it for everyone.
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