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me and this dude have been friends for years, about as long as i can remember. we had a thing i guess you could call it, since last year may ish. hes a dealer, and im not. me and him used to meet, snog and smoke. me, him and my sister, we're all cool. we're all close. he likes to make me jealous by touching her and flirting with her, calling her all sorts of names. im not jealous. but he treats her alot better than he treats me, sometimes i feel like he hates me. he has this vision of me, that is negative and bummy. he makes all sorts of comments when we are out chilling. recently he has been doing too much, trying to make me feel awful all the time, sometimes it works.
he's been fu**ing with my head a lot recently, maybe too much. its like he goes out his way to be extra nicer to my sister, to hurt me.
yesterday he was the gentlemen. he opened my door for me, and he closed it as i sat inside the car. i know he likes me, but he will never admit this. he constantly ignores me on the group chat, only to give a reply to my sister. he will ignore my calls, only to call my sister. she sees him like a little brother. i know what you are all thinking.
last night i woke up around 5am, and he was messaging me to come over tomorrow...alone. ofcourse he spoke sexually for a second. i played it cool, i questioned him. then he took back all of what he said only to say, he'd rather do it alone.
why does he even say it? what is the point? why does he f**k with my head? he's too scared to admit any form of love for me. i should ignore it all.
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