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2 months ago · · Stress,
i often believe that if i weren't born to my specific parents, i would be so much happier. i have become a vessel for my parents to relieve their youth through, and it is exhausting. i am not up to my standards, i am up to their standards, and their standards are so high up i feel like im suffocating. my parents are never proud of me, they are never happy with me, they never feel as if what i have done is enough. it is painful and suffocating to live with people who dont love me. people who have never loved me.