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I'm 30 year old female .
I've had a trouble childhood, where I have been called names, called trans and what not. But somehow I managed to cope up with time. Last year,in August I met this guy ( who's now my husband) through matrimonial. He was dreamy. He promised to wuit drinking ( he is a heavy drinkard ( 3 quarter a day , I guess falls into this category). After 6 months of waiting , we got married in june. And he's still the same. His promises were fake. His family and he were in rush to start our family. After one month of our marriage I was emotionally pressurized to plan for pregnancy by his mom and youngest sister. Being an emotional fool I fell into the trap. We went to the doctor in October and she prescribed me some fertility medicine to speed up the process. After 2 weeks later I was at my doctor's office to my shock I learned I was 5 weeks pregnant when I took the pregnancy urine test. My husband immediately announced my pregnancy to his family. Although everyone was happy on his side but no one used to call me and tell me thing that an expectation mother is told by elderly womens of her family. Rather his mom and sister used to tell him all the things which they were supposed to tell directly to me coz I was carrying the baby not my husband. I used to feel pain in my lower abdomen ever since I conceived. My doctor thought it's because my uterus is expanding because of the pregnancy. My blood work were done , All of my tests came as normal. My doctor called me for followup after 2 weeks for my first scan i.e 4 days before . I was excited. She took me to the ultrasound lab and told me to lay down on the table. It was a transvaginal ultrasound. As she was scanning I was waiting to hear my baby's heartbeat. But all of a sudden she told me that the baby isn't growing. There's no heartbeat. It might be a failure pregnancy. I was told that she could see two sacs one in my right ovary and the other in my uterus. This might be a case of ectopic pregnancy. But I need to get some blood work down in order to confirm it. My beta HCG test were done and my hcg levels were quite low. After 2 days my second report confirmed that my hcg levels have dropped and it's the case of a missed miscarriage. I was crying from last 4 days about my loss. But my husband and his family were behaving normal. On our way to home I told him to quit drinking. This is where he rejectey words and said he's never going to quit. We fought over this till 1am. This morning he told his parents that he is not happy with our marriage. And I am always finding ways to stay sad. And wat not. Even his family didn't understood my concern for him and supported him. Its been more that 14 hours, he not talking. I have had my medical abortion pill few hour before but he's not concerned. He neither asked me to have food. I m starving since the night before. At the moment he out with friends drinking and partying, while I'm in my bed coping up with the pain and my loss.
What is the point of having a partner who doesn't understand you and who is so egoistic???
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