What are you looking for?
2 years ago · · Stress,
Something an individual finds fascination with either throughout born obsession or existential crisis is the meaning. And the meaning is a strive to understand what. And "what" IS life.
We all have a different perception of things. Blue looks blue to everyone. But what blue is is impossible to comprehend, even through current science. Blue may look xcehlll to another person. But it's still blue to them. It's just impossible to know for yourself.
I feel that the best meaning of everything comes from understanding, openness, self reflection, self discipline, kindness, hatred with which you've come to terms with, love, beauty and an aspect of selflessness, alongside an endless list of other qualities.
Either you have an acceptance of the unknowing or an agreement to insanity. All of the best derivatives of meaning change among a person's characteristics, given mind, upbringing (which are based on past characteristics and given minds), simply all aspects of a sole existence.
These complexities all circulate back to the chaos of existence. Like the universe, our minds are a beautiful, endlessly complex explosion of calculated distribution in atoms. Random does not exist.
Something that amazed me is that the reason for existence is to give the soul awareness.
Thank you for thoroughly reading this. I know it's all a mess. Everything is a mess.