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The cycle always repeats itself. When will i stop investing so much time and money to someone that will never reciprocate it back. It is as if my brain chooses the most irresponsible and just most uninterested people to obsess over. It is always the people that will never do as much to me as I do for them that I fall for. Always, always. I think it is a way for my brain to focus on something that will never come true so i could avoid feeling all the other uncomfortable feelings that I have to overcome in real life. I hate that about myself I simply want to focus on myself for once but I damage myself and mold myself into ways that will make me more appealing to others and Its so annoying that i care so much to do that for others when I am neglecting myself and goals in return.
I am falling for someone so unattainable and it consumes me every single day. I wish i could get over you i wish i could get over you
the feelings of being with you are bliss but in return, the feelings of being neglected by you are the complete opposite. you can never win. you cant have it all. I wish i could enjoy being with you without feeling sad the moment you leave or the moment you decide you are too busy for me. Now that I think about it, i dont think you have put me first before anything in your life, when i have done that for you multiple times. its so exhausting going all the way for someone that cant even meet you half way
i wish i could tell you how i really feel because it is eating me alive.
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ReplyIt eats me up every single day. I just had a conversation with God about her. And how sorry I am for feeling this way. Ya know I'd be happy with friendship. I really would but she don't see it that way. She really don't like me as a person because of all the bullshit I've done. And I'm weak and vulnerable now from all the months shes hated me. And she says I just guilt trip her. That's when I've stopped talking. Cuz she's probably right. I'm just a fool trying to get back the person I love when I know damn well it'll never happen. But shes just so damn pretty when she looks at me with her hazel eyes and they got kinda this sparkle to them when shes happy. And last time she was happy to see me. And I fell again. Just like every damn time she speaks to me. I'm not even a lovey dovey person but when it comes to her I am just so weak. Like Cupid keeps shooting an arrow into me when I see her. And she hates me right now and I feel like the worst person ever. idk why I'm feeling these foolish feelings. I guess that's just what love can do to someone
ReplyYou so much depend on her, do you realize? You can’t connect a life with her as your souls aren’t mutually connected. Can you look deeper into your soul? What it wants from you not her, you? What you can do for yourself and others? How can you cure your depending and your attitude towards yourself? You’re great and this is toxic and holding you down
Replyi think we obsess over the idea that there is a slight chance that they feel the same way for us as we do for them, atleast that is what i think it is for me. And i can tell theres probably a chance your girl maybe wants you but is looking for reasons to forgive you.
Replyi think we obsess over the idea that there is a slight chance that they feel the same way for us as we do for them, atleast that is what i think it is for me. And i can tell theres probably a chance your girl maybe wants you but is looking for reasons to forgive you.
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