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I am such a fucking fool to sit here and actually think you cared about me. all that "I don't know what I would do without you" and the "I really care about you a lot" was all fucking bullshit. and I fell right into your trap. I was there for you every fucking step, every inconvenience, listening to your bullshit work stories. I was there damn it. but where are you now? oh that's right, with her. I was always just your cover or your rebound. as we laid in your bed that night, you were ALL over me. you're the one that asked me to come over, I did everything you wanted. why wasn't I good enough? I ran to your calls, everytime you wanted me over I came. I listened to your rants at 12am. I DID EVERYTHING. why, why wasn't I good enough. why am I never fucking good enough. why do you feed me lies and then leave for someone else? and on top of it all, you left me just as I told you the last one did, I told you I had this fear of everyone getting close to me and then ghosting me. you told me you would never. and you did it. you are a fucking liar, you have crushed me into pieces, for the SECOND time now. I can't believe i actually thought someone genuinely cared about me. the way you'd feed me these lies, "I fucking love you", "you should move in", "you're so cute", "I care about you so much". what was your goal of it all? why did you do all this just to go back to her? I would like to sit here and say "I will no longer be your rebound" but honestly and sadly, i don't know what i would do if you randomly texted me. I would probably let you break me for a third time because you know how much I am attached to you. and you are well aware that you have me around your finger, I think you knew it from the start. so thank you for using me as your toy. because now I am absolutely broken, I also got addicted to touch which I no longer can have but you introduced me to what it was like to be touched by someone you truly adored. but now i have go through withdraw because you left me like the snap of a finger. I'm not sure why every guy leaves me like this. but it's great to know the one guy I thought wasn't going too, did. i will forever have trust issues because of of you.
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That guy is an asshole. Don't let that bad experience control you. You know how to love someone so much, One day you'll feel that love back in return.
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