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All we want is for someone to look at us, all we want is attention, we deny it tho, haughty fucking teenagers
2 years ago · 0 · academic, +5 · Explicit
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I AM NOT HAPPY
I AM NOT OKAY
I DON'T FIT IN
I'M NOT DOING WHAT I LOVE
I'M NOT ENJOYING THIS AT ALL
IDK WHATS HAPPENING AND IT IS NOT EVEN FUNNY ANYMORE!
I'M DESPERATE TO GET OUT OF HERE
I WANNA GET OUT OF HERE
PLEASE, CAN'T I TRAVEL OR SOMETHING? I DON'T WANNA LEARN ABOUT STOCK MARKET, I'M NOT SMART ENOUGH TO DO THE MATH, THEREFORE I CAN'T EVEN DO PHYSICS!
I'M NOT SMART AT ALL COMPARED TO ALL THESE PEOPLE HERE, ANY ONE OR THE OTHER HAS SOMETHING THEY WANNA DO, THEY HAVE GOALS AND THEY WORK HARD FOR WHAT THEY WANT.
WHY DID I CHOOSE SCIENCE IN 11? BECAUSE SCIENCE IS AMAZING, EVERYONE KNOWS IT, BUT ITS FUN ONLY IF YOU UNDERSTAND IT!
UNDERSTANDING IS NOT ENOUGH, YOU GOTTA MEMORIZE ALL THE FUCKING FORMULAE, THEN REVISE THE CONCEPTS SO, YOU DON'T FORGET WHY THE HELL YOU USED LEDs TO CALCULATE PLANCKS CONSTANT.
I ASKED THE TEACHER TO TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK IS RAYLEIGH JEANS LAW AND THAT JACKASS SON OF A BITCH TOLD ME TO READ A FUCKING BOOK, HE EVEN HAD THE AUDACITY TO TELL ME THE BOOK NAME AMAZING! `1
IF I COULD UNDERSTAND PHYSICS THROUGH BOOKS, THEN I WOULDNT HAVE FUCKING ASKED HIM!!!!
WHEN ASKED WHAT OPTIC AXIS IS, ALL HE HAD TO SAY WAS YOU'LL PROLLY READ IT IN YOUR SECOND YEAR!
YEAH, WHY THE HELL DO YOU EVEN PROFESS, WHEN ALL YOU'RE DOING IS KILLING THE PASSION FOR LEARNING! YOU'RE DISCOURAGING KIDS TO ASK QUESTIONS AND BE CONFINED IN THE FUCKING SYLLABUS?
I'M COMPLAINING ABPOUT WHAT HAPPENED IN THE PHYSICS CLASS BECAUSE I SAT IN IT, I ABSOLUTELY HATED IT.
AND THE OTHER SUBJECTS????
IDFC ABOUT THEM!
ALL THE PROFF COMM TUTE TEACHER, THE ONE THAT EVERYONE ADMIRES DOES IS BOAST ABOUT HER BEING REGULAR AT THE FFRENCH CLASSES, BITCH I DON'T CARE!!!! TELL ME HOW TO NOT BE AWKAWRD DURING CONVERSATIONS, TELL ME HOW TO FUCKING GET MY THOUGHTS ACROSS, WITHOUT COMMUNICATION BARRIERS!!!! BUT NAH, ALL YOU WANNA DO IS ASK ME WHAT THE FUCK P STANDS FOR IN COPACT! LIKE, LEARNING ABOUT THE TYPE OF COMMUNICATION BARRIERS WILL HELP ME REDUCE THEM, WHILE COMMUNICATING.
AND ENGINEERING DRAWING? WELL, IT WAS FUN AT THE START, I WAS AMAZED BY HOW YOU CAN REPRESENT 3D OBJECTS ON PAPER ACCURATELY SO THE ENGINEERS CAN UNDERSATND WHAT KIND OF STRUCTURE YOU WANT AND SHIT. IDFC ABOUT THE PERSPECTIVE VIEW OF AN OBJECT? I AM NOT EVEN INTERSTED A SLIGHEST BIT IN CIVIL ENGINEERING. YOU SHAPE STUFF, YOU MAKE BUILDINGS, YOU CREATE SOME OF THE MOST AMAZING BUILDINGS ON THE PLANET, THE CIVIL ENGINEERS, BUT HOW DOES THAT HELP ME? I DONT LIKE DRAWING LINES, USING SCALE AND FORCEFULLY TRY TO MAKE THE FUCKING LINES MEET AT THE STATION POINT AND SHIT.
MATHS IS A BEAUTIFUL SUBJECT BUT ITS NOT FUN BECAUSE I DON'T UNDERSTAND IT!!!!!!!
I FEEL INCOMPETENT AND HELPLESS WHEN I SIT IN MATHS CLASS, I SIT AND NOD MY HEAD LIKE A PROGRAMMED ROBOT.
THAT FEELING OF NOT BEING ABLE TO UNDERSTAND WHY AND HOW SEQUENCES CONVERGE AND NOT BEING ABLE TO RECOGNISE AND ENJOY CALCULUS MAKES ME FEEL PATHETIC, WHICH IS DEFINITELY NOT SOMETHING I SHOULD BE FEELING AT THE PRIME YEARS OF MY LIFE!!!
WHEN ASKED TO FORM LOGIC AND SOLVE PROBLEMS IN WRTING CODES, I CAN'T COMPLETE THOSE WITHOUT OPENING AN ADDITIONAL GOOGLE TAB AND THAT REALLY SUCKS. I CAN'T EVEN TELL YOU HOW YOU'D FIND THE CENTRE OF SQUARE IF YOU'RE GIVEN THE COORDINATES AND A SIDE.
YEAH, MIGHT SOUND REALLY EASY TO YOU BUT NOT ME!!! I HAD TO LOOK THAT UP!
PATHETIC! SO PATHETIC FOR SOMEONE WHO SCORED FUCKING 94% IN XII AND 47% IN THE ACTUAL #REAL EXAM THE WHOLE NATION IS OBSESSED AND RIGHTFULLY SHOULD BE TOO!
I THOUGHT I WAS INTELLIGENT, I CAN DO IT.
BUT YK WHAT... I'M AS DUMB AS YOU CAN BE.
I USED TO LOVE SCIENCE, I USED TO OBSESS OVER MY SCIENCE BOOKS, WHAT THE FUCK IS UP NOW? WHY WHEN I LOOK AT POLARIZATION WRITTEN ON MY NOTES BOOK, ALL I CAN THINK OF IS A FEEBLE, FAINT MEMORY OF HAVING IT READ SOMEWHERE IN MY CLASS XII.
THEN I GOTTA MAINTAIN THE FUCKING CGPA TOO, HAVE DECENT GRADES IN ALLL THEFUCKING SUBJECTS, SUBJECTS I DIDN'T KNOW I'D BE STUDYING WHEN I DECIDED TO CHOOSE SCIENCE. ON TOP OF THAT I DONT EVEN LIKE TO SIT IN THE CLASSES. THE TEACHERS HERE ARE CRIMINALS. I WAS TOLD THE FACULTY IS THE CROWN OF AN INSTITUTION. SOEMONE I RESPECT TOLD ME THAPAR IS A GOOD DECISION??????? REALLY????? CZ I THINK THE FUCK NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!
YK WHAT I DON'T WANNA DO CODING, I DONT WANNA BE IDENTIFIED AS A TECH GEEK, I DONT WANNA GET INTO CS. IT SUCKS THAT THE WHOLE PURPOSE OF TORTURING YOURSELF FOR 4 FUCKING YEARS, NO LESS, TO PREPARE TO GET ACCEPTED BY GIANTS LIKE MICROSOFT, AMAZON AND GOOGLE!
ITS REALLY FUNNY CAUSE I THOUGHT I WOULD CLICK A PICTURE OF THIS STUPID AND FRUSTRATING RANT HERE, AND SEND IT TO SOMEONE I TRUST. HOW FUNNY IS THE THOUGH OF DOING IT.
THESE VISIONS OF ME OVERDOSING AND KILLING MYSELF ARE KNOCKING ON THE DOOR....AGAIN! I DONT WANNA KILL MYSELF, I WANNA LIVE..I WANNA DO SOMETHING I LOVE. I WANT THE MONEY YES, BUT I WANNA BE HAPPY TOOOO. I DONT WANNA REGERT. I REALLY DON'T!!!!!
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