What are you looking for?
Featured Topics
Select a topic to start reading.
If you are in crisis and need immediate help, please call 1-800-273-8255 (NSPL) or text TEEN to 839863 (Teen Line). More resources.
Why? That's all I'm asking. You make me feel so many emotions, but recently they've been bad ones. I've already been in a tough space, but now you make me find out on my own. You don't know I know but I do. We have been through so much together, good and bad. You were the one I lived for. Holding in the tears from everyday struggles and now you add onto that. Why? Why? Why? All I wanted was to make sure I had you. Now I basically don't .. I have lost you. But why do you do this to me? Am I not enough? Am I ugly? Am I worthless? You could have just told me instead of it being like this. I don't believe anything you say and I can't trust you anymore. Why? It is tough. Besides that .. my mom has noticed I don't eat much anymore. Not only that but now she knows I harm myself. I read a text from her that she sent to my dad, "she already feels hopeless" and "we just have to be there for her and get her help". I wish they noticed a bit sooner. Though, it finally makes me feel cared for. I feel ashamed yet saved. Another topic I want to get onto to .. my sister. I feel like she cares more for her girlfriend rather me. When she notices that her girlfriend has been harming herself and is there for her but walks in on me cleaning the blood from my arms on Christmas day and walks out. It is probably nothing, but makes me hurt on the inside. Goodbye for now.
If you see a comment that is unsupportive or unfriendly, please report it using the flag button.
More Posts
-
I think I'm messed up
I'm starting to realize a lot of things about me. Specifically by the way I was taught. The first time I showed empathy, I was mocked for it and it was held...
-
Unsung Hero
What if it were a mistake Ripping the tides off of the deep depths of the ocean Giving way to light which so ever Dwells in the depth of earth, naturally...
I am so happy that your parents knows and can be there for you. You should know that you are more than enough - you are beautiful - your life is worth so much - you are awesome and I wish you happiness <3
Reply