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I get that well its not being used and everything but why's my dad got to be so insensitive for. I guess mom had my original baby shoes bronzed and they've been a back burner item for years just put clutter in them on a plaque in a back of a table. So mom goes "I'm going to throw them away" then dad goes " are you ever going to wear them again?". HELLO!?!? OBVIOUSLY NOT but you didn't have to be an ass about it. I feel like there's a spiritual tie to them for some reason. But of course if mom n dad didn't care to rip me off in the last number of years of my money accounts and run up bills on cards n not pay them why would my baby shoes phase them? Dad has to the most insensitive person sometimes. Yeah we're having to pack up to move so you want me to cut out the faces of you dad in every photo.? I've sure felt like it him getting drunk putting me through hell every month. Idk no its not being used but damn there's no other items from when I was a baby. Sure its clutter but its also sentimental. If they died would they want me to toss their urn in the garbage? I don't have much for dad anymore. When your drunk your heart is on your words. He said he wished I'd die off 2 months ago. Now 0 memory of it except for me. He just don't understand how he is. I think he's getting dementia front gud drunks and pills he like to didn't come back totally right this time took him forever to. He should quit doing that crap. But why just gonna carelessly toss my shoes like that. I feel like its a symbol they wanna toss me from they're life. But they moved in with me first I didnt run back to them. Its just another thing I didn't need to add to my depression and self worth I feel low enough. Whatever its just metal n cloth. I wish mom had just tossed em out as a baby. I thought I meant more to them these days to her anyway. Fug. Whatever nobody else cares about me anyway if they did theyd make an effort to message me and nobody does. During dad's drunk I thought of torching his birth certificate. he's incredibly horrible to me that's why I felt like murdering him. I'm not his abuse punching bag the coward. Whatever sure why not why don't you just torch our photos too mom. Whatever.
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