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I guess I don't really know what I'm feeling right now. Everything feels fine. There isn't anything wrong, and nothing has really happened. Sometimes I have these days that just feel like there's a block in my way. Like I could have the most amazing week ever, and then I'll wake up one morning, and it just feels like this dark cloud that's constantly circling my every move. Well, I guess when I explain it like that, it makes me sound sad. I'm not sad really, I'm just...stuck. It's one of those feelings that you never really figure out how to change. Like if I'm sad, I could just look at pictures of puppies, or watch a turtle eat a strawberry, but when I feel like this I just can't control it. I guess I'm just confused because I don't even understand my own feelings, but when you think about it, who really does? I used think if I could finally just understand what I'm feeling, I wouldn't be so overwhelmed by it, but know I'm starting to wonder if it isn't so much about understanding them as much as it's about embracing them. I've struggled for so long trying to figure out ways that I could help myself, my whole thing is that I'm so impatient that if it doesn't work right away overnight, I give up, I quit. It has taken me the longest time to realize that patience. is almost the key to everything. The key to my growing will be patience, and I'm glad I've finally excepted that. Looking back on what I've typed, I have figured out what I'm feeling right now, lost.
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