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Ashes

1 year ago · 2 · Empty alone broken, +3 · Explicit


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When you realize your life is so irrevocably doomed.. it just doesn’t matter how much you cry. You’re in it alone. You’ll be alone, you and your shitty undesirable life. No one can rescue you, not even yourself.

It’s not going to be like in the movies. Love’s not for you, kindness is not for you, a moment of peace is not for you, a moment of contentment is not for you. A loving touch is not for you, friends is not for you.. just be glad your body is not severely destroyed, so you could live in the ashes as long as you can.

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  • Novni Guest · 1 year ago

    You can be a phoenix and rise. And yes my body is effed up too. I'm still believing though.

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  • Novni Guest · 1 year ago

    Once I felt this is thought I have to learn living alone. You know having bad company is worse. You music and the world.

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