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One. Female problems.
As Wilbur Soot himself said. "Teenage girls have nothing they can be interested in without being mocked and I think that's hella unfair and sexist and bad."
This is true. I like volleyball, writing, reading, ela, and mcyt's. But yet, I get called a nerd by people I call friends because I like to read. They say its not normal to be reading so much. They nitpick for little things about me and make fun of it.
I like writing as said before, but people always are saying "Why do you write so much? It's boring!' because it is my way of coping with my shitty life. Because I'm damn tired.
I love volleyball, but yet when we played volleyball I was told to do things right and that I always was doing them wrong. I have countless times cried to myself because I thought I was making too many mistakes. Because they shoved their own personal opinions on me and made me feel I wasn't good at all. And I had no friends on that team, so I had nobody to go too. I remember one time we were playing a match and this girl told me in a fairly rude way that I was doing things wrong. I was on the verge of tears. But I didn't cry because we still were playing. It was like that for the next hour we played. Once we got a break I immediately went to the bathroom and tried to calm myself down.
Another volleyball story, one time before a game we were warming up and this girl told me that I had my feet planted wrong, was very shaky, and wasn't having my hands right. I was taught two ways to pass a ball. I preferred a non normal one than the other and was criticized for it. I was criticized for being nervous. I was criticized that I couldn't control my damn feet from shaking during games because I was anxious. This anxiety went on every game. As a setter I always was worried I would mess something up and we would lose the game. And that happened once. I ended up trying to spike a ball over the net and the ball didn't go over. I wasn't tall at the time but I still feel guilty for not spiking it over.
And one last thing. Before anyone asks, I have been told these things from girls and guys. It's not fair that your own gender would criticize you, and that males always have to be so sexist towards girls.
I can't even live life without being scared if I lean down to grab something that someone will say "Who are you bending down for huh?" Or some other sexual and crude comment. It is something I'm terrified of. If anything this is not something I should be scared of as a teenage girl.
2. Asexual/Aromantic Problems
As an asexual and aromantic person I do not like sexual or romantic attractions. Others can have them but around me it is highly uncomfortable. There are people at my school in a relationship that will hug after EVERY class in front of everyone. It's so damn awkward and uncomfortable for me. The idea of relationships at such a young age that will lead to breaking up just don't make sense to me. I haven't had romantic intentions for anyone in so long it just feels weird and uncomfortable seeing others in relationships. But I'm to scared to even say anything. It's not fair.
3. I want to be a therapist or a content creator when I grow up.
But as the topic says, of course I am scared. My main goal is getting a PC and starting streaming under the name Minoru, but I am scared people would judge me for being a female content creator. I'm tired of being scared to do things I want to do and have passion for you know?
Nothing is fair anymore for a female.
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