Falling In Love

Maybe it's his brown eyes, or the way his blonde hair is always perfectly in place. Or the way his lips are shaped, and how soft they feel when pressed to mine. Or how definite the features are on his face, like his jawline an perfect cheekbones. His smile, that always forms in a way that it utterly and painfully beautiful. How cute he looks when he covers his mouth when he laughs. Maybe it's the way he looks at me, in a way that makes it feel like time stops and everything around me is still, like it's just the two of us and nothing else. When he caresses my face with his hands, and brushes his fingers along my cheeks when I smile because he always tells me how cute my face looks when I'm smiling. It could also be the way he talks to me, always making sure I'm okay and comfortable no matter the circumstance. How he is reassuring and is always willing to listen to me, no matter that topic. He takes my feelings into consideration. And he does a great job of making me feel important. It definitely could be his sense of humor. And how he makes me laugh more than most people ever could. How I can truly be myself around him. And how he does those little dances or jokes around with me, showing that he also feels comfortable being himself around me as well. Or how every time we are together, it almost feels as if we are getting closer, and closer, and closer... Closer to the point where I am falling, just a little too deep. Because if there were to be a gap of any sort in this closeness we have formed, or perhaps a break, I myself... would break too. I would miss him..much more than I'd like to admit. He has filled a hole in my heart. He came into my life when I was in an extremely vulnerable place, struggling, scared, lost. And he comforted me. I truly have never felt this much joy, in a long long time. And all I can say, with all of these things I have talked about taken into consideration, I almost find myself wondering, do I love him?