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When i was a kid, i used to dress up in outfits that my mom made and i hated them. I thought i looked hugr and ridiculous and I never felt confident and i never felt pretty. I still dont, not even on a daily basis. I thought that as i grew up to the age i am now, i would gain more confidence and completely forget how i struggled with my body since age 8. I started wearing things that i liked and i liked myself. Today, i saw her make me an outfit that looked like the ones she used to make for me before. I had made the dress myself and it was exactly my vision, before i saw her add her own finishing touches. I dont know what happened, but i started remembering all the names i was called and how i used to look when i was a kid and i just got so scared. And angry. And sad. I didnt want to be that little girl anymore but i couldnt tell her to stop beause she spent hours on it. I just felt so angry the whole day and i dont want to wear the dress and feel like how i used to. I hated feeling like i was the most disgusting thing on earth and even thinking about how that dress looks makes me cry. Ive been crying in my room ever since i saw the dress and i havent stopped. I dont want to be ugly anymore and i dont want keep remembering how i felt in my old clothes. I want to stop crying but i really, really hate what she did to it. 'its just a dress' but its really not. Its not even about the dress anymore. I just dont want to go back to my old self and feel all those negative emotions and cry every day. I hate this feeling.
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Hi. It is normal that when you start wearing something that you don´t like, you start to think you are ugly and things like that, but look at your face...go dress something you really like, that makes you feel confident. Now look at you the mirror, what do you see? Now that a closer look, and answer to yourself, what do you see?
I know you are beautiful and, I didn´t even have looked to you!
Look, life hurts and you will feel like this again, but if you are beautiful, why care about the clothes?Talk to your parent about you are passing trough... I am sure she will understand.
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