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I've known him for literally only a few weeks. I have a strong feelings I'm in love with him. But he's playing me. I know he is. I don't think he knows what he is doing to me. He hugs me goodbye, but runs off to her. I don't know her name, but I know she makes him laugh. I get so hurt every time I see them together. Hell, I cry myself to sleep at night because of him. I'm so pathetic. I've been through this type of shit so many times. But I have never been in love like how I am with him. He is one of the most attractive guys I've ever met. His hair is long enough to almost completely cover is eyes. It's wavy and light brown. His hair is also so fucking soft. His eye contact is everything. He will keep eye contact until YOU break it. His eyes are so gentle, if you know what I mean. Looking into his eyes, you can't sense any frustration or distress. Maybe some kind of loneliness and a whole lot of sadness. He has such a harmless, and innocent gaze. God, and his smile. His smile is just so breathtaking. His teeth are well taken care of. His lips are so fucking sexy I swear. Their full and super soft. When you lay eyes on him, you can just tell he works out or does some type of heavy lifting because of the way his arms are quite muscular and super veiny. His shoulders are also very broad. There was this one time where he was taking off his hoodie and the shirt underneath ended up lifting along with the hoodie and for a good five seconds I had seen his four pack. Their so perfectly cut and shaped. He wears these two bracelets that I think just compliment him very well. One is this light blue color, the other is this sort of beige color and they both have the same design. Very thin string wrapped around his wrist only twice, complimented with this circular, silver emblem right in the middle of them. I haven't quite payed attention to the design the emblem has though. His style is also very attractive. He has this sort of "edgy" style and tends to look similar to how a preppy skater boy. His skin is this beautiful, slightly lighter shade of a type of tan. His hands are so soft and extremely large. It's not even just about his appearance, he also has a very comforting, idealistic personality. He asks me things like, "How is your mental health?" at least two times a day. He hugs me goodbye after every class. I can never forget his scent or the warmth of his body heat. He smells so masculine in this type of mature fragrance. His hugs comfort me. He's also just a very touchy person in general so it's very common for me to have some sort of contact with his skin. He makes me feel like he really cares for me. He makes my day I swear. It's like he really pays attention to me. He's different. He asks me questions no one has ever asked me before. Questions you would ask someone when you want to get to know them deeply. Every time I hear his voice it gives me butterflies and I automatically get nervous. He is so hard working and stressed. He is also just so open and trusting towards me. He doesn't have many friends because he says that everyone he used to get along with has changed. He has told be about the regrets in his life, his family issues, childhood, and more. I get upset knowing the fact that he's upset himself. He works 6 days a week for his future because he has no one to lean on. What the fuck is wrong with me. I know he is a player and don't care for it. I know my worth but still run back to him. I watched him cry over a girl before, while I felt enjoyment at the fact that their over. I feel so guilty. He is still not over his ex. And I feel like me having feelings for him is making everything worse and more stressful towards him. What do you think? What should I do? Am I in love, or just overthinking?
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If he runs from you to another girl step back and let him be with her but keep in touch with him. Then when they break up have him all to yourself. I don't know if you are in love but he has swept you off your feet.
ReplyThank you so much, really good advice. Should I put my feelings under control? Should I feel like I am in a competition? Should it be this hard? How do you know you're in love?
Replyyou are in love girl!put your feelings under control..it hurts YES but he doesn't love you rn the best you can do is stay by his side and make him realise YOUR WORTH! He must get that nobody cares abt him the way YOU do!!
ReplySo, you think if I show him how much I care about him, he could gain feelings towards me?
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