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Have you ever wondered, what will happen if you will fail?
I do, all day long. The only thing which I need is more time, more time, but the only thing which I can hear is ticking, tick, tick and tick.
Time, time is always an issue, time never stops, never waits when you are on your knees when you go through problems alone, never will stop. And you are stuck in this period of time where you fall down, and life is going, going without you.
In my opinion, in fact, I know that many people believe this same, but time is the most precious desire which every human being want. But no matter if you are a poor, millionaire or billionaire, there is no money that can buy a second of time. The time goes and you are stuck by yourself, and unfortunately, the truth is that you can only blame yourself for that. But it is so hard to move on, move on with life if you go through depression stages by yourself.
That is the reason why every single time I am asked what would be my superpower, I always answer this same, time control.
Where you can stop time for how long and how many times you want, go back to the past, and see a future, I can bet then, I would pass every exam with no worries.
Yes, I am a student of the last year of sixth-form, and the only reason why I am here is that I am scared. I am scared that I will fail, but my biggest fear is that I will disappoint my politics teacher. Every single teacher has great hopes for me, saying that I am a great student and I work hard. But the truth is for the past few weeks I have had no motivation to do anything, I am far behind with my course work. Why? Not because I am lazy, no, but I am going through lots of problems by myself, I want to cry all the time, and sometimes I just want to talk to someone but I know it will end up badly. But coming backing to the subject of being afraid to disappoint my teacher, I have no idea whatsoever why, but I am. I care what he thinks about me, and I just hate to disappoint him. However, I do that all the time when he reads my essays.
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