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Stuck In many ways
2 years ago · 0
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Grew up in a what I thought was a chill normal probably the most normal family with a pretty cool family dynamic. As time went by I’m currently in my 20s where I’m seeking to build my own family and now I’m starting to realize that that cool family dynamic could be a bit toxic. I’m currently engaged happy of course but now I’m feeling the stress the exclusion of my family. I try to balance both the time i spend with my fiancé and the time I spend with my family, but as I start to live my life more and more with my fiancé I can feel the negativity it’s almost like I’m doing something wrong by going out with him. I hate the feeling of having to deal with whatever I do with my life as being “wrong” because it’s not to their expectations or it’s not how they would do it. It sadness me because the accomplishments that I’m achieving get brushed off as if I wasn’t one of their daughters; and at the same time I feel like my fiancé is having to deal with all of it even though he puts all the efforts to try to become part of the family. The sad thing for me is that i feel like I’m loosing my family just because I chose to finally create my own.
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