Thoughts

So I guess I got some sleep. But at 4am dad had to wake up yelling going fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I got back to sleep sometime afterwards. But at 7 maybe 8 am he woke up yelling bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch bitch. Mom told him to shut up and he said he didn't have to. I really think those pills are messing with his brain.

Mom is still edgy as can be she was hateful to me just talking about how he was to me not wanting to hear it. sigh. I think one-day dad will pay for causing us so much suffering. Why is it always a battle here. If dad and his drugs left there'd be no problems like this. Nobody wants to hear a mean drunk spouting words of hatred for us and everything. I wish mom wouldn't wake him up but she's making breakfast.

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